I don't know why but

[labrujah]

I think I have to teach myself how to consciously relax. This was never a problem for me in the past, but lately I find myself steaming over at the smallest provocation. This is no good, as I'd like to save my wrath for worthy subjects instead of taking it out on my favorite people, the ones closest to me.

I can actually feel myself knotting up sometimes, feel my heart start to race and my mind begin to fume. At least when I realize it I can bring myself down again.

A young lady has hung her trapeze chez Flux for tomorrow's performance -- I think I will go give it a test run.